Merdeka!

Merdeka!!!

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You have just seen the words that I have been wanting to say but cant say now even though today is August 31th 2009.
Have to wait till Dec 10th 2009. =/
where's the 'resume' button? ~_~


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Plans After STPM

Wow!~ I know I know... It has been ages ever since I last updated my blog. sorry for letting the audiences out there think that this displayer is abondoned. The FACT is, its not. Its just that I have no mood to update only. I have lots of things to blog about, but they dissolve into thin air before I could get them down. =/

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STPM trials are next and yet I still got the mood to daydream about what to do after STPM. Its harmful, but I cant control myself since I am playful =D

Here's a list:

Find Xiao May May

Jogoya lunch/dinner

Vacation(at least 1)

Forming of weekly movie gang

Daily loitering in Shopping malls(abit too much)

Online gaming

Become a facebook addict(sounds unhealthy -.-)

Yum cha(order teh tarik)

CC session(cyber cafe)

V station regular customer

And.... Alot more.......


Ok now I wont forget about my plans and finally able to forget about entertainment for awhile just for studies. Friends and 'small sister', sorry for neglecting you ppl this year due to STPM. I couldnt be good in everything, so I have to be picky and at least be good at one.

Be master of one, not jack of all trades

When I have finished STPM, thats the day I m back to the old CD; the day where I regain freedom and abandon all restrictions.

Wait for me... Just another 3 more months to go.





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A Day B4 Vanessa's 19th

It was Feb 21th. Vanessa organized a party in her small little princess mansion and fortunately, we were invited =)


[The crowd that attended the party. Yong khang, Chee kuan and Woon Wah was excluded because they went and get the food 1st =X]

After the dinner, we had a game of taboo. The teams were divided to boys and girls group. Somehow the girls seem to have a very good hinting skills especially sim wuei and rachel. We boys were meant for physical games so yeah... we didnt win. haha. We played card games too.

When I was about to trick someone to do this sailormoon posture of mine in a card game introduced by Rachel, there comes this surprise performance by Azwan Carey. She or he has imitated Maria Carey in concert at the score of 99% and that has really warm up the crowd.

We were all laughing as though we saw descendant's of Mr Bean then SUDDENLY... he or she seduced me up and at the time i was like 'OMG! Should I go up?' THere wasnt any time to hesitate since Bala, Shaun and RAhim has pushed me towards that pirated Carey. That fake star pleased me to sit on a chair and DRAMATICALLY, he sat on my lap. ITS A HE U KNOW!!!!!!!!

My face was like all red and somehow me and my shirt of the day has became one. HE sat on my lap, and kissed me on the cheek. SHYT! I think I lost my conscious even though my eyes were opened wide. The crowd was like cheering and laughing like mad and thank you Pamela for taking this picture when I totally dono what happened after that.

Then its finally time to really celebrate vanessa's birthday with lots of cupcakes.


We were all sweating like mad after laughing like hyenas. Everyone chose to stand infront of the electronical fan right after we took a photo with vanessa. Too bad vanessa didnt pass us the pic =/

This party is quite cool actually. Vanessa's family and relatives are all really open minded so they even OPEN up the dance floor. Its cute to see small kids dance la =) and so, we had fun dancing till the party's over.


Snow White and prince charming


THe Model and the Princess doing a catwalk


Thank you Vanessa for organizing such a great party! we are looking forward for next year's party and hopefully you know that it has been a bless to have u with us =)




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Reality

When the magnets were dropped a few times,
they no longer attract each other that much,
Gap increase intimacy decrease,
thats why 1 in north 1 in south,
releasing coldness from its core,
even Valentino's death couldnt melt the ice.

Carrying the fault is not what everyone will do,
its like a mine that could blast us into pieces,
thrown around and evade as though its a dodge ball game,
the best player will take the blame when the team lost,
isolated and left alone served him as though its right,
his belongings will be raided publicly,
leaving him in rivers of despair and disappointment.
What are friends for?

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A Year Further From Adolescene

On the 4th of Feb 1990, an oversized male baby that was quite thin and big headed was born without causing any difficulties to his mother. Being the first child in the family, he was named Lee Chong De, carrying expectations that he will be a gentleman and a role model when he grew up, without knowing that he might be mistaken as Lee Chong Wei's brother 18 years later.

19 years later, this outstanding baby has grew into a freakishly tall(according to my frens -.-), kayu(majority sch mates T_T) and healthy(need not to say) teenager. He has gone through what others might not have been through, lost the chances and smiled alot for being satisfied even though it was just a tiny thing( like... getting the favourite yellow when eatting the mixed mentos?). He could be stubborn at times, gentle towards people without being sexist and patiently awaiting for his turn or chance. Although he was born with a disability(I m sure everyone knows wat is it), he has never gave up pursuing his dreams in holding a gun legally on the street(I m sure you know which job I m talking about). Trying to share his experience with his friends, he is now typing the blog as you read till sentence.

Yup thats me. I am grateful that I am still in one piece and healthy shape after all this years. Hopefully I can still avoid accidents until the day I was too old. I had my birthday on the last Wed, and it was a great day as there arent any unhappy things that troubled me.=D Thanks to those who has wished me!

Among the presents that I have received, the best is still the one I received from my clique. THey hang out with me alot and we have known each other for at least 6 years =) They really know me well as I smiled happily when I found out what it was when Teng Wei handed it to me. Thanks JK for understanding me, and Bibi and Yeoh for remembering and contributing in the present =)



I m leaving my adolescene, so I wont be getting taller. No more wall-headbutt! xD

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Cow-ish New Year~

After almost a week spent visiting my hometown, I m finally able to shout 'home-sweet-home'. I missed my home too even though I had fun in my hometown. I soooooooo regret for not going back during CNY due to working in a no good restaurant that extra-chargers ppl with the stupid reason, "holiday that time no supply so price increase a LITTLE."

My hometown is located in SUngai Siput, Ipoh where all the rivers there were once filled with fish-eating piranna-ish snails till the penduduk there got scared.(the start of bullshitting since its a bull year) Since I have grown up, I no longer take my cousin's bicycle in my gandpa's house to cycle under the red hot sun. The backyard behind the house which was used to be filled with chickens and ducks got cleared and turned into a housing restaurant so that my grandparents can work orelse they could be Alzheimer's patient now. MY grandma serves delicious laksa and the customers there shall return frequently after CNY so you can imagine how busy she will get.

I remembered I used to have lots of things to do in hometown when I still dont know how to appreciate girls. THe 1st thing I will do after I washed up in the morning will be cycling around the neighbourhood. Its so safe there till my mom wouldnt say a second word other than 'go la'. Then when its too hot to cycle, I will get my siblings and cousins to the backyard to catch chickens. I was like the naughty kid that lead the 'chicken chasers' to the backyard everytime as i love it when the chickens ran around and make noise. Well the adults didnt like it yet they couldnt scold me since CNY is ard the corner =P I used to bring my playstation back to play with my cousins and friends, go around visiting parents friends and a lot more.... but no longer doing that after I grew up. CNY is just so boring if we can only stayed home and wait for ppl to visit us and give ang pao. Fortunately, as we are getting matured we are allowed to gamble like how adults do. Other than that, we can only watch TV....

On the 2nd day of CNY we went to stay in my mom's hometown in Pokok Sena, Kedah. Thats the place where laksa is famous and trust me, every relative of mine there knows how to cook laksa and some even came out with their own unique flavour of laksa. I knew because I tasted them =P Just like in Ipoh, there's nothing left to do since I have grown up. WE cant just do kiddy things anymore =( And so, we gambled there too.

Yeah yeah... Gamble everywhere... but hey, thats the thing that kept us all together. Even adults gamble with us this year ^_^ Well this is all due to the new rule I have introduced in blackjack. Its named 'double up' and 'run'. I wouldnt want to corrupt the minds of the ppl here so I wouldnt explain it here. THe adults were stunned when they get to know these rules because with the bet of RM1 as a player, you might lose up to RM 32(the highest record there) due to multiples of two. that really gave the adrenalin rush to adults there as they could win alot or lose alot. This could sound funny, but its a way my family are bonded and laugh at each other as the cards decide how loud it will get. This year sure is a great CNY with the intereaction with adult relatives on the gamble table even though I lost rm 60+ being a jonker otherwise it will be a cold CNY.

Anyway sch is starting soon so I better stopped gambling and focus on what's ahead of me as there are lots of unexpected events waiting for us. I hope the rest of my friends had a great celebration and big Ang PaoS and to my schmate, we shall meet again in school =)

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Chinese New Year Mood

Sorry for not updating my blog recently as I have told myself not to go online during weekdays and there are still alot of things to do other than going online during weekends so MY displayer seemed to be dull and dusty without the presence of me.

Anyway I just want those that read my blog once in a blue moon to know that I am doing fine recently and Thank god I am able to go online before I set off for Ipoh. It have been a tight schedule for me during weekdays as I have school in the morning, 3 out of 5 afternoon occupied and giving tuition to kids every weekday nights. They are quite some cute and interesting kids although they are only form 1 and standard 3 which make me feel de-stress even though I m supposed to feel the stress. I have a life now, and I enjoyed it more than holiday. I hope everything goes on well as this schedule fits my personality.

"Friends keep me acompanied,
Problems remind me that I am still alive,
Busi-ness keeps me attached to the community,
Let sorry stays in it's nest."

I am going back to my hometown on Sunday's morning which is tomorrow. Feel like staying as I hate long journey travels but hey if my ang pao source is made there, I m going back no matter what =D So friends, thanks for your concern all this while and I have recovered from the bad situation now as I am looking forward for a better day, stress-free life.

Happy Chinese new year, People!~ =D

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New Year with A Bad Start

I really didnt know these things could happen to me. Its just... unbelieveable, but I still have to believe it whether I like it or not because thats reality.
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On the 31st of dec, We were happily waiting for countdown in cineleisure the whole day(well at least most of the time). Just 20 minutes before countdown, we knew we have to get out of the building if we wanna fully enjoy the fireworks. So we did. I was holding my gf's sling bag with my right hand and grapping her hand with my left. We went through a big crowd of MALAYS(not to blame them la, but they really are malays). When we were in the middle of the crowd I thought of looking for JK and they all inside the building so we turned back. There's no sign of them so we went pass the crowd again to reach May's fren.

As we arrived at the 1st spot where we gathered, May asked for her phone. She asked me to keep it for her earlier and so I put it in my jean's pocket together with my phone. When I tried to reach for her phone, I was stunned. My hand can only feel a phone in the pocket at that time. Fearing that the worst possibility has hit us, we searched all the pockets that we have including the bag.

Unfortunately, we had met the worst possibilities of all---- I have been pick-pocketed! I never thought this will happen especially when it has never happened to me nor my friends. We felt deep sadness and shit as though the 101th floor that we were standing happily on suddenly collapsed and we fell to ground floor.

We totally had no mood to countdown anymore. I have been calling her lost phone for 10000 times even though we knew the thief wouldnt be so dumb to answer it. Being in despair and darkness, we left the 'tragedic' place and right at this time, Fireworks has lighted up and its flare was so beautiful in the sky and cheers could be heard everywhere.

What's this? Celebrating for our loss? Everyone seemed happy with the new year, except for the two of us that was walking away from the place like losers. We just cant wait for the fireworks and cheers to stop because it sounds so irritating when your not in the mood.

I am sorry that I lost your phone my dear. I know it wasnt easy for you to let your dad blame it all on yourself, but trust me, I will work hard to earn it back. Just be patient and give me 2 months. Its a total bad start because I have to start my year on 0000 with a huge debt and burden. It feels like making someone pregnant accidentally and you have to work very hard for the new family member.

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Sch's starting. I hope everything goes on well in school.

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12.12

Today is the day the earth stood still~ well thats not the point here.
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I still remember, today of last year, you were busy getting ready for prom since the next day is the prom day for DU school. Girls really love being pretty even if they have to spend and yes, your one of them. We were in one u since you wanted to get a new pair of contact lens.

Can you still remember how I asked you? yeah... in the cab, by your ears, 5 words, a sentence. You pretended that you weren't listening, but as your going down from the cab, you replied a positive answer by my ears and a surprising kiss on my cheek. I couldnt forget how it happened and the way I felt because it really means alot to me =)

Things dont seem too good as a start for us, eh? I remember how frustrated you were when you had to go for ns as the date is getting closer and closer. I didnt get angry or upset because I know time and distance will not decrease my love to you. There were quite a few misunderstanding when you were in camp due to lack of communication. I really want you to know that I am always yours and you seriously misunderstood everything that time.

Still remember the week when I about to leave for ns? You were asking me not to go as though you will lose me once I am away. There's no choice for me to decide since going there is a must. I cannot run away like a coward especially when you have already went for it. A man needs his pride, so do I. Wasn't handphone a great communicator for us? We chatted and sms-ed through every weekend when I was in camp. You really shouldnt have doubted about me because I was really hurt when you said I have a new girl in the camp. I dont. Its always you and only you that enters and occupy my heart.

Our relationship got better when I am back from ns. See, a period as long as 6 month was not enough to break us apart. We passed the distance test =) I hope our relationship will get stronger in the future.

For the rest of the month, we fought, quarrelled, ignored each other, had fun, learned more about each other... etc. I find it normal as we are just teenagers so I wouldnt keep the bad memories in my mind. I always forget and forgive =)

Not quarreling for a week and more is like a great achievement for me. I hope we can always sit down and talk like adults without getting fired up. Things get ugly when harsh words start to come out so lets not do it again ok? I really dont want any of us to get hurt again.

You see, to walk through roads of life is not easy so being able to meet you at the junction of my life could be the luckiest thing ever happened to me. You let me understood what's love and felt how it was like.

You are the sun
That pulled me out of darkness;
You are the moon
That accompanied me through lonely nights;
You are the star
That made me felt hope exists;
You are the girl
That I love and treasure the most.


Happy one year Anniversary my dear, Low May Ling!(I always call her xiao may may xD) =)


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Lagoon Splash!

*sweep* sweep* After months of leaving this blog dead, I have finally regained my mood to once again display my tales using this LCD displayer. Sorry for not refreshing you guys with new contents everytime you clicked for my blog in the past 3 months.

Oh well, since I m back, I shall start on with the incident that I always wanted to post but didnt in the end.

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On a sunny 29th of September where all the Malays were celebrating their Raya, we decided to go for a treasure hunt for the treasure called 'fun'. above is the map that we found, and thats the place where we are going to search for it.

It appears that the place is called Sunway Lagoon, a rocky area that is used to be a gold mine.
Incase we we got lost or get into any trouble, each of us had to wear this weird watch.

All ready? Lets go!

May may <3>

Terence(kim's bf), KIm(may's sis), may and me. we had fun^^

Before we leave, picture is a must.

WE went to Yuen steamboat for an uncontrolable dinner outbreak.

All-you-can-take ice cream.

We had fun, and I wish we will always be that happy and joyful, together with your sis and your sis's bf =)

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