Sweet Water~<3

Its Thursday,

The day where we used to meet before our tuition,

Even though we has surpassed this day lots of time,

I still think today is meaningful and fresh in mind,

Having different incidents happening on different Thursday,

I can remember them clearly as though they just happened today.

Being late for today's date,

I m really sorry about it,

Will try not to repeat it again,

As time is limited and precious for both of us.

Naming all the places that we can go,

You still prefer the favourite place that we used to hang out,

Always that windy and shady just for us,

Its our oasis located in the middle of the city.

It was so exciting to sit so close next to you,

As decent smell from your hair has made my nose boost its function,

Making me soft and drunk,

Almost mistaken you as my bolster because you were just so quiet when your in my hug.

We have always been chatting happily

Without any barrier or restriction,

so as this time,

Till we got so thirsty and I started to ask for water.

You were so great,

Sharing your sweet water that you prepared on your own,

Together with me,

Making me feel so touched and happy,

Till we didnt realize that two gardeners were just nearby approaching us.

The sweet water was limited,

But it taste greater than the previous one,

As I can use fireworks and baskin robbin

to describe how wonderful it was when its in my mouth,

Making me urge for more.

Too bad you ran out of it,

but I m okay with it,

because good things will never be enough,

Thats why we should learn how to treasure it when its in our hands.

I will give you mine next time... I promise =)

C=_=D, CD

F0rM SiX : Volume 1

I guess its gonna be once a week update in my blog from now on. Going online for more than an hour during weekdays is not good plus I cant possibly update my blog everyday unless some extraordinary thing happened so I have decided to update this weekly.

My school life sure is busy when I reached form 6. I remember I used to be a quiet and inactive student ever since form 1 till form 5 but after I have came back from ns, things have changed and I m no longer the old me again. Oh Yesssss, I m now the Reborn Chong De or what I used to honour myself during ns: original CD!~

Form 6 is full of activities for me since I have changed alot during NS. I became active, a volunteer and helpful after ns thats why I m involved in quite a number of activities in Form 6. Just take this week for example, I had 4 after-school-meetings in 5 days so I had to stay back till 3.30pm almost everyday to attend those meetings. If I was the old CD in form 5, you would have seen me complaining even though I m delayed after school just for 5 minutes. I guess I m willing to dedicate myself to those clubs that I have joined nowadays.

NS made me fell in love with Form 6's co-cocurriculum activities. I used to attend every club meeting in my previous school for the sake of 'koko' points, but now I m really trying hard to make myself a part of SMK Taman SEA's club committee. I m enjoying every activity held so far. Its satisfying to see what I planned and prepared together with the team to be presented and accepted by others. Thus taking post has been my motive to enable myself in taking decisions on choices and suggestions.

However, Form 6 is not easy. It provides us opportunities to take on most of the post available in a club, but it comes with lots of studies and homework to be done. I have to admit I havent been studying much and handing in homework on time since I always drop-dead on the bed once I reach home everyday due to overfatigued. Once dozed off I think it will take at least another 2 hours to wake me up.

My mum promised me a car if I managed to get myself into form 6. And yes, I m in form 6 now. The car is here too. It wasnt long, but I think its getting rusty or covered with algae since its only left stationary at its spot most of the time. The prob is I still cant drive. I really wish I can practice my skills frequently so that I can drive to school asap. I just dislike waiting for my uncle to fetch me there and back everyday coz I'll have to wait for him till he comes. Its a waste of time.

This is the start of my Form 6 life. It could be worse or better in the future, but I hope that I m always myself that can control myself, humble and calm. Oh ya, I will need my friends to tell me my mistakes and weaknesses too coz ur my mirror and I expect you all to be honest and direct. You all is the key for me to change to a better person, towards a better life, for a better world =)

C=_=D, CD

MuET Week!~ 7/7/2008~11/7/2008

FYI, MuET is a subject that what Pn. Carol calls 'Higher class English'. English is fun, so I suppose Muet will be fun too. Had lots of fun during MUet together with Pn. Carol when I was still in Seroja, but now its all about homework when you are stucked with Pn. Harminder in Teratai. She has the largest ears I have ever seen in my life~ I wonder if she comes out from the elves fairy tales or what.

I was informed about the MuET week 2 weeks ago. We were supposed to prepare for the MUet drama and we did but after Seroja spiltted into 2 class, Teratai only discussed once on the drama on their own after Seroja and Teratai decided to do their own drama. It doesnt matter anymore when you look at Pn. Harminder's attitude towards us when we wanted to use her period to discuss about it, even if its related to MuET. She must have hated drama very much ~_~

Nevermind lets get back to MUet week.

On tuesday, we had 'Win, draw or lose' and 'just a minute'. I signed up for Just A minute to practice my speaking skills infront of audience. I didnt thought of taking part in 'win, draw or lose' since I dont know how to play that. Fortunately, there weren't enough teams for the competition so they searched for people all over the place. Being on duty in Koperasi together with Sim Wuei, we were invited to join so we were very excited haha. It was easy; you get a question, draw and let your teammate guess. It seems easy, but it didnt turn out well for my team especially when I got the question 'Mission Impossible 3'. Oh my god, what can I draw?! Its really impossible. Maybe I m just not good in drawing, till they cant understand what I wanted them to guess =( I think my team got last in that competition.... The best was still Michelle's team that consisted of Seng Chye, Kentrick and Wai Yan. These smart people from Seroja really amazed us with their drawing skills and teamwork compability so I salute them =) In the end they won and they get to compete with seniors. Wai Yan is really a good artist as her drawing skills were good enough to express what she is trying to let the crowd guess. Although they lose to seniors, the score difference were just 2 so I think they are still kinda good =D

Just a Minute is quite easy yet most of us still failed to control our mouth. The rule is simple: you are supposed to talk on the topic given for a minute BUT you cant say the forbidden word. The word was 'and', a word that everyone use to link up their sentence. The star of this competition were Yong Fei and Sarah as they really can speak without using the forbidden word yet they entertained us with their creative way of speeching haha. Congratz to Yong Fei that has ruled this competition for two years since last year.

We were doing last minute work by planning the drama only on Tuesday so we dont have the time to practice. The script directors were Me, Chee Leong, Shu Ling and Sim Wuei. The main actors were me and Chee Leong. Guess what's our drama theme? The Homo's Life. Yup its a gay story... me and Chee Leong were the gays. Ever since from the start, I had never aimed for the competition but just playing this drama as an entertaining purpose to Form 6 students and to ourselves. In the end, it was gay enough to make them laugh and I felt happy because I achieved the motive: make the crowd laugh as much as possible. I even felt proud when I know that the crowd quiet down just to know what is happening in our drama. The script were funny enough(or probably too gay) till Sim Wuei laugh 'bwahahaha' before she narrate the drama.

On Friday, we had some unexpected seminar talk on 'how to obtain an interview'. It was useful and interesting so I will give the speaker 8/10. After recess, they had taboo running in my class. Its some guessing game again, but this time you can only describe it without face expressions; just words. There are prohibited words too. I took part together with Sim Wuei, Siau Chein and Shatish. Having the experience of not being able to express what I wanna say efficiently, I dare not take on the task of letting the teammates guess so Sim Wuei took the challenge. Unfortunately for us, the words were quite hard and Sim Wuei wasnt able to act for it. Its ok, Sim. Its just a game. As usual, Michelle's team performed well and they managed to drag the game to round three since they tied with Jessica's team for 2 times. In the end they still won. Congratz to Michelle and the gang!~

Overall, I actually took part in every competition that was held without me expecting it. Although I didnt win, I still find it fun and experience learning so I will definitely show myself more as much as possible in the upcoming events and competitions =)

C=_=D, CD

Sports Day ---- 27/06/08

Surprisingly, SMK Taman Sea organized their Sports Day on 27th June this year. Compared to my previous school(SMK BU4), this is 3 months late and its a good thing for me because I get to participate in this event. =)

Two Weeks before the Sports Day, the committee of Blue House, Darren and Eng Eu ran all over the school just to recuit new marchers to get 30 marchers in total. I wondered why they got no one to take part. Since I was one of my NS camp best marchers, I decided to volunteer myself because I want to contribute to my house. I didnt know that there will be a marching competition so I march just for Blue House.

We started training on last Monday. The weather wasnt that hot and it encouraged me to go on. Unfortunately, the rest of the members except Yong Kang and Daniel were marching like undeads ~_~ I can march with my leg up to 90 degree, but as we go on it dropped till 45 degree together with my spirit since they were just too lazy to lift up their leg to the optimum height. I am not bragging myself, I think I m the top 3 marchers in that team since the rest has no spirit to march. They were just doing it for that 50 co-corriculum marks. Sigh.

Fortunately the situation gets better later on. I was happy because at least 90% of the team is able to synchronize after 5 days of training. With all the basics mastered on the 5th day, Eng Eu finally taught us the formation and Hakka Dance which he told us earlier. At least this school allows us to perform in marching after they banned POM POM(sport days will nvr be fun without pom pom =( ). The formation is a V shape and the hakka dance will be performed when we done the formation successfully. I wish there are pictures to be shown here.

We have always kept this hakka dance in secret so that no one else other than the team know what we have prepared. Its some secret weapon to us =P. It looks like some tribal dance, and I m familiar with it since we had other company performed it too during ns camp. We dont even know what were we chanting haha =X~

Finally on the Sports Day, we had the confidence to win after daily training of marching till 4.30pm (except for Sat and Sun). We reached the school around 6 because Eng Eu said he is going to 'decorate' us. Ok.... he painted our face half blue half white, gave us a dog bone necklace made out of cupboard, sprayed our hair into blue, gave us a head band that has shuttlecolt feathers on it and lastly, asked us to wear strings that has coconut leaves on it around our waist. We looked like some babarian that you cant even recognize who we are since our face were painted. *Will upload the pics soon*

During performance, we gave in our best and we shouted loudly when we should. For that, we had the audience cheered and clapped the loudest ever on that day especially when we do that hakka dance because the ending pose rox! All of this time I have been doing my best just to gain the best applause from the crowd for my house because that is what matters. We were happy that we did it with least mistakes after 10 days of training. *cried happily with tears*

At the end of the day, its where all the winners are announced. Marching and working as a team has brought 30 of us together and we shouted 'Hang Jebat' whenever any blue house member won a medal. We got 2nd for house decoration =) Finally, its time for the Marching Competition winner. The 2nd place goes to Green House and we clapped for them because they were the champ for marching last year. The first place goes to...... * drum rolls*....... Blue House! YAY after days of marching training and Hakka dance practiced secretly we won the competition =D
The Trophy is kinda big ^^ For the best house, green house won and we got 2nd. We still get a trophy so in total we got 3 gigantic trophy that shown the rest that we 'raided' the prize =)

Once the announcing part is finished, we immediately end the day with the last Hakka dance and it was fun to do it with lots of people looking at you and they cheered after we performed that nicely ^_^ After that, we went to our 'House' to take a big group pic together with all the trophies won.. This pic has captured all the glory and hardwork paid off because everyone were just too happy for winning the competition after training so hard and sacrificed their time. I took lots of picture and hopefully I can upload them here after my friends pass them to me since it was taken with my friends camera =)

In conclusion, I learnt a lesson that hardwork does pay off and this has strengthen my determination to study harder. I wish next year we can win the marching competition too ^^


C=_=D, CD

NS----- Complete!

After 3 months of training in NS, I am finally back to my habitat, PJ on 7th of June with mixture of sorrow and happiness. I am grateful for being able to come back here in one piece and alive because there wasn't any fights that involved me there =D

I felt sorrow on the 2nd last day and the day we left because not everyone is going back on the same day. The first bus was taken by some of the Sandakan members at 11am on 6th Of June since they are taking a flight back to their hometown. It wasn't easy seeing them leave, as the feeling of emptiness slowly engulf our warm hearts and filled it up with loneliness, causing most of us to burst out in tears and ended up with red eyes after crying.(I am still able to hold my tears so I didnt join the crying gang) Waves of hand sent them off, and I can't stop imagining the scene where I am leaving camp with bus too.

After our last night of performing in camp, another group is leaving, which are the Terengganus. They were supposed to leave by 3am, but it was a wrong information given by the commander so they leave the camp with a double decker at 5am. Since its the last night, everyone of us planned not to sleep and stay awake whole night to guard our belongings from thieving hands. Around 2am, we went out of dorm to accompany those Terengganus for the last time before they left. There were quite a number of Terengganu members in my company too, and they asked for forgiveness from me if they ever did anything wrong. I used to dislike them because they were arrogant and disobedient, but my heart softened on that night and I gave them a friendly hug before they leave the camp. Outside of the office(the place where Terengganus wait for the bus), majority cried silently including me as I got influenced by the sad atmosphere where everyone is about to depart and we might not be able to see each other again till the next destiny cross between us and them. When the clock almost tick on 3am, the head staff announced that it was supposed to be another SAndakan group first and Terengganu will only get on bus by 5am. The scene was funny as we go back to the dorm again after hugging each other and shattering tears. Most of us decided to sleep as we got fatigued after performing on stage so they just dozed off soundly on their own bed for the last time. I tried to keep myself awake by writting a farewell letter to a pet sis that adopted me in the camp... but the silence of the night dragged me into my sleep too after a while.

The next morning, I was the only one late to be out of dorm because I didnt pack my bag before I sleep. Fortunately the bus is still there as it was waiting for the other buses to leave first. Now it's time for Selangor mates to go home. Although it's another sad atmosphere, it is not as sad as last night because there weren't much trainees left after Terengganus and Sabahs took their trip home. I hardly shred any tears even though my eyes were watery. It was probably because I am about to end my 3 months of NS life and go home to reunite with my family again. I miss all my friends too~ and the girl I love <3 Taking form 6 right after ns... Out of the 4 appliers that applied together with me for a scholl transfer from SMK BUD 1 to SMK Taman Sea, I m the only who got approved when my result was the lousiest among them =X no form 6 uniform, no books, dont know where is the school... i got not enough rest too since I have to start school right after 2 days @.@

Oh well, I believe there is always a way out in a maze so I didnt got too upset with it and do whatever I can at the moment and leave the rest to be done on their own on Monday =)

This post is just briefly expressing how I felt with the completion of NS so there aren't much exciting stories from ns. For more, check up my site again a few days to look for updates =D

I guess thats all for tonight. Good night and stay tuned for the next update~*
C=_=D, CD

NS? Give me a break!

Wonder why I am here? I just got a break from NS. A 6 day break I tell you, which is more than enough. I have been longing for this moment of relieving because I do need a break from ns like others do although I enjoy NS very much too.

Do you know why? I was chosen as a company leader on 22th March because I marched the best among the 4 representatives sent by company Bravo. I felt proud and honoured when that strict marching teacher expelled 2 of my teammates from the marching test and announced me as the IC(ic means the head of a company in BM) and another Bravo member which I dont even know as co-IC. I was thinking of being a dorm leader only... but... oh well... woo hoo, IC Bravo, this sure is some post because it is the highest post in a company. That time, I cant stop imagining how cool I will be when I have 55 members under my command. I always thought things are easy when others made it look easy...

And of course its not easy to be an IC after I experienced it on my own. The teacher warned us that ICs will be punished first when company members did any mistakes. Blinded by glory and power, I thought its no big matter to be punished. I had confidence in myself that I can be a great leader for the first few days. I realized its not easy to control a company, especially when half of the members are malays. Most of them refused to cooperate at first probably because they still have doubts with my leadership. Well the rest like the chineses and indians are not that obedient too since its only the 1st week of their NS. Who wants to be under command? No one. Everyone wants to live freely like a traveller, a bird or a butterfly that travels on its own without listening to any commands. @.@

Thats when two bolders landed on my shoulders. Being an IC is not as easy as it looks now, especially when I lack of fluanctuality in BM and leadership since I have never been a leader for years. Responsibility and ego has kept me going on as an IC and I have decided to stay and fight as a Bravo till the end ever since I m chosen as an IC. Thats why I put in all my effort as an IC. Stress and pressure appeared when I always wanted Bravo to be the best. I was ill for a whole week the next week probably due to overstress and burden =/ Although being an IC is tough and stressful, I still love ns very much especially the activities probably because I m the IC. ICs need to take care of lots of things so an IC life is full of duty that benefits your company thus I enjoy being an IC. I could be some lazy ass if I wasnt chosen as an IC that time because every IC has to show a good example before they can lead the company. I m definitely a good example now xD

I will update fully on my ns story when I m back because this post is mainly for explaining the reason why I needed a break from NS. You see, I miss my
family,
home,
girl,
favourite food,
" movie,
friends,
com,
and alot more...
may may I know you misses me~
so I was very happy when I m back. I was supposed to post this on Thursday night but I was busy doing other stuff so I am sorry for the late update =X

Will update more soon, so sit still and stay tuned for more exciting scenes of LCD~

To be continued...

C=_=D, CD*wipes the screen carefully with a clean cloth before switching off LCD displayer~*

Bye....

As you all know, I will be leaving tml for ns for 3 months. Time flies, without me noticing it I have to go for ns tomorrow~

Consequently, this blog will be plugged out too so there wont be any updates till I m back from ns. I will miss blogging...

Bye to my friends,
my com,
my bumming life,
my cell mates,
my loved one,
my fishy,
my plushie,
my food,
and to everyone that is abe to read this.

I will really miss to be here. Dont miss me too much.... (just joking xD) oh well have to sleep now. See ya all after 3 months~ xD

C=_=D, CD*switches off LCD displayer and covers it with a cloth so that its not dusty when I m back =)*

Snatch Thief Alert!

This post is not about good news, but it's some tragedy that happened to my mum today when I was there to witness this whole scene. It happens like this...

On a sunny Saturday, we went to Klang to visit my aunt and uncle that owns a shop there. We planned to have dinner together, and we had it, finished it, enjoyed it. As we were rushing home because my mum has a another dinner later, we let our guard down. My mum walked alone on the road while the rest of us walk through shop lots because we love to pass by Baskin Robbin just to get a feel on the atmosphere. We were just seperated for 3 minutes and suddenly my mum screamed. We got schocked even before she shouted that a motorcyclist snatched her LV hand bag. That thief was still in sight when we knew what happened... so me and my bro fastened our steps out to the road.

Its pointless.... He is speeding with his motorcycle while I was just wearing slippers. My calm mind and my stuffed stomach told me not to run and chase after him because exercising after a luxurious dinner can cause apendix and a runner can never catch up with a motorcyclist. All I can do was just staring at him till we lost sight of him... the motorcycle's number plate was blur since it was dark in the evening so it wouldnt help much even though we can describe his back when we report it to the police. By the time my mind is back to reality after eating his dust, my mum quickly drove her car out of parking lot and we quickly hopped on hoping that we can still catch up with that snatch thief.

Unfortunately, we dont even know where he turned to when we reached a junction ahead of us. Sigh, the handbag must be gone by now. My mum lost her money, IC, her precious limited edition LV handbag and everything that is in her handbag. She thought she will lose her phone too... but fortunately some indian nearby found it beside his car and gave it to the nearest shop owner. I would like to praise that guy for being honest and kind after he passed the phone to someone nearby =) [See... having a black skin and being a indian doesnt mean they are all evils] My mum was so happy when she recovered her phone. We went to the police station to make a police report later on. Now she really is late for her dinner because her action of rushing has made her lost her handbag.

Well look from the bright side. At least my mum let go of the hand bag in time orelse she will be dragged by it and suffer injuries just like other victims. We are relieved that no one is hurt in this incident. However, we need to learn from this.

Never walk alone by the roadside, even though you are a boy because unexpected things can always happen on us. I really hope that none of my friends or relatives will experience such incident because losing money and IC just like this is really dishearting. You will know how it feels when your stuff is snatched and you cant do anything about it.

I will put a full stop to this blog now. Cya~

C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~

Lucky... or unlucky? =/

I went to Fenoma with ZY early in the morning today because he had to bring a maid there to renew her passport. Being a scrupulous and lazy friend, I immediately $_$ and agreed to tag along with him when he asked whether I wanna follow him or not if he pays me a sum of money(not going to say out how much) =P

This is not the first time anyway... All I have to do is just sit there daydream with him while waiting for the maid to queue up and renew her passport for 2 hour ++. The last time we came we regret for not bringing any book to read, so this time ZY brought a reader's digest along to read so that he won't feel that bored. We took turns in reading it. When I m reading it, suddenly I felt that something small is falling down through my left eye view. I had a bad thought about it before I looked at it: could it be the legendary bird shit? Nah, guessing wont help, might as well take a look to confirm it. OH NO, its really bird shit that LANDED on my left shoulder! Why.... why am I the only one unfortunate because normally birds dont fly in just to shit, and its on me only TT_TT

The 1 sitting next to me, ZY cant stop laughing and dreaming that we will hit lottery today because one of his friend's HP number appeared as the first prize in lottery when a bird flew into her room and shit all over the place. Bird shit is actually some luck that drop from sky? Nahh... thats really superstitious. Can this be the starting of my unlucky days? =/

Hope my results tomorrow will not be influenced by this misfortune. Arghhh its making me nervous when I remembered that I have to take my SPM results tomorrow >_< better go off early and stop thinking abt it. byez~ C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~

Zaman Kegelapan

Being so free and bored without any jobs or education, I felt like I m in Europe's zaman kegelapan now. No stress, no class, no homework... no nothing! 10 more days to NS now... 4 more days to SPM result!~ >_< if it werent because of ns, I must be working by now and not called a bummer ~_~. Maybe I m going to be mundane soon....

Oh well, I will have to charge up for now. I have to prepare my energy for form 6 when I m back from ns so that I can really be hardworking and study hard this time. I feel unsecure without updating of education in myself =X

Spm result will be out on March 12. I dont feel nervous actually, but I m influenced by my friends so I kinda worried now. =S Hope everyone can pass with colourful alphabet A after studying so hard for SPM =P

Lastly, I m so happy because I dont see much unhealthy messages in my chatbox nowadays. Thanks for concerning my blog... really appreciate that ^^ got to go. ciaoz ~<3


C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~