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Today is the day the earth stood still~ well thats not the point here.
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I still remember, today of last year, you were busy getting ready for prom since the next day is the prom day for DU school. Girls really love being pretty even if they have to spend and yes, your one of them. We were in one u since you wanted to get a new pair of contact lens.

Can you still remember how I asked you? yeah... in the cab, by your ears, 5 words, a sentence. You pretended that you weren't listening, but as your going down from the cab, you replied a positive answer by my ears and a surprising kiss on my cheek. I couldnt forget how it happened and the way I felt because it really means alot to me =)

Things dont seem too good as a start for us, eh? I remember how frustrated you were when you had to go for ns as the date is getting closer and closer. I didnt get angry or upset because I know time and distance will not decrease my love to you. There were quite a few misunderstanding when you were in camp due to lack of communication. I really want you to know that I am always yours and you seriously misunderstood everything that time.

Still remember the week when I about to leave for ns? You were asking me not to go as though you will lose me once I am away. There's no choice for me to decide since going there is a must. I cannot run away like a coward especially when you have already went for it. A man needs his pride, so do I. Wasn't handphone a great communicator for us? We chatted and sms-ed through every weekend when I was in camp. You really shouldnt have doubted about me because I was really hurt when you said I have a new girl in the camp. I dont. Its always you and only you that enters and occupy my heart.

Our relationship got better when I am back from ns. See, a period as long as 6 month was not enough to break us apart. We passed the distance test =) I hope our relationship will get stronger in the future.

For the rest of the month, we fought, quarrelled, ignored each other, had fun, learned more about each other... etc. I find it normal as we are just teenagers so I wouldnt keep the bad memories in my mind. I always forget and forgive =)

Not quarreling for a week and more is like a great achievement for me. I hope we can always sit down and talk like adults without getting fired up. Things get ugly when harsh words start to come out so lets not do it again ok? I really dont want any of us to get hurt again.

You see, to walk through roads of life is not easy so being able to meet you at the junction of my life could be the luckiest thing ever happened to me. You let me understood what's love and felt how it was like.

You are the sun
That pulled me out of darkness;
You are the moon
That accompanied me through lonely nights;
You are the star
That made me felt hope exists;
You are the girl
That I love and treasure the most.


Happy one year Anniversary my dear, Low May Ling!(I always call her xiao may may xD) =)


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Lagoon Splash!

*sweep* sweep* After months of leaving this blog dead, I have finally regained my mood to once again display my tales using this LCD displayer. Sorry for not refreshing you guys with new contents everytime you clicked for my blog in the past 3 months.

Oh well, since I m back, I shall start on with the incident that I always wanted to post but didnt in the end.

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On a sunny 29th of September where all the Malays were celebrating their Raya, we decided to go for a treasure hunt for the treasure called 'fun'. above is the map that we found, and thats the place where we are going to search for it.

It appears that the place is called Sunway Lagoon, a rocky area that is used to be a gold mine.
Incase we we got lost or get into any trouble, each of us had to wear this weird watch.

All ready? Lets go!

May may <3>

Terence(kim's bf), KIm(may's sis), may and me. we had fun^^

Before we leave, picture is a must.

WE went to Yuen steamboat for an uncontrolable dinner outbreak.

All-you-can-take ice cream.

We had fun, and I wish we will always be that happy and joyful, together with your sis and your sis's bf =)

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First Tag!

1.The last person to tag you is
Marcus and Taira the 'sparkling' couple that I knew from Spark's camp =P

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
Used to be digi Spark's camp mates~

3.Your first impression towards him/her?
Marcus: Mr handsome
Taira: the one who eats alot but hate to exercise(my honest words =X)

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
Marcus: allow me to take a pic of him being 'raped' by Juniece =P
Taira: telling me that she learns Taekwando o.o

5.The most memorable word that he/she has say to you?
Marcus: Dont be sad/ Never give up.
TAira: cute?

6.If he/she becomes your lover,you will...
Marcus: I will love him forever. (haha joking la me and marcus also not gay)
Taira: that will never happen becoz I wouldnt couple with someone older than me xD

7.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will...
Marcus & Taira: I wouldnt attend their wedding! hahahaha

8.If he/she becomes your lover,he/she has to improve on...
Marcus: if he really did, he has to become more soft.
Taira: keeep a long hair~~~ oh wait thats not possible coz i already had one

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is...
Marcus: hmmm hard to find reason for this wei.... I dont have enemies.
Taira: Taira ate everything on my plate!

10.The most desirable thing to do for he/she is?
Marcus: comfor him when he had a bad day?
Taira: treat her to some nice food

11.The overall impression to he/she is....
Marcus: Cool~ and a good friend =)
Taira: loves food. friendly. talkative. big sister xD

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
straight, trustworthy, honest, easy to con.

13.The character you like of yourself is?
trustworthy.

14.On contrary,the character you hate of yourself is?
Shy(sometimes)

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
the philospical me

16.For the person who cares and likes you,say something about them.
I love them <3

17.Ten people to tag
i)Mei Fong
ii)Elvin
iii)Marina
iv)Chai Mei
v)Michelle
vi)Raj
vii)Ven Hui
viii)Anna
ix)Ju Yi
x)Kai

18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
Hmmm him ar... single but i think the highest possibility is sim wuei =D

19.Is number 3 a female or male?
Female

20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
Ven Hui and kai???? possible but I dont think its a good thing coz both of them quite shy haha.

21.How about number 5 and 8?
Michelle and anna are both girls. Cant be coz michelle already has a bf xD

22.What is number 1 studying about?
Form 6

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
a month ago and some recently =)

24.Is number 4 a single?
Yes!Single and available.She's hot and cute by the way...maybe rich

25.Talk something about 2
The lame guy that has a really deceiving face. Do not JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. He is a great fried to hang out with and he is well mannered most of the time =)

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Hair-Off

Its like 3 months plus since I came back from NS. After that clean up on my hair in July, I have not been to a salon for 2 month plus and wala! my hair is kinda long now....

I dont think it looks smart anymore now.... not long not short, wanna style my hair also hard. Thinking of changing my hair style now... but I am worried that the school will catch me for having a stylish hair =/

In short, I m planning to get a hair cut and lets just hope it will look nice on me =)

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Another 3 months to a year~

Even with your trials around the corner and my mum trying to stop me from going out too often, It seems that our urge to meet each other is strong enough to overcome these obstacles.

Today is our 9th month annithversary and I am really happy that we are still together because maintaining a relationship is not easy.

Thank you for:

always forgiving me when I m forgetful,

saying that you didnt wait long enough whenever I m late for our date,

smiling infront of me when you saw me,

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there are too much to be said but I would like to leave the most important for the last,

for being the one I love.

From today onwards, me and you share the same couple of teddies and my teddy reminds me of you =)

A teddy with 'DEE' =D

(faster upload your teddy in here ^^)

You gave me three cute cupcakes that I really love because its from you and I gonna blame you if I get diabetes xD (joking!~)

So cute till I wanna keep it forever~

I like the 1 from the right =)

Happy 9 month annithversary for being together my dear. I wish you will be my first and my last thoughout my life and I will be able to hold your hands till my last breath.


I love you my dear! <3

(I wanna be the one that can make you happy always*)

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Was it for fun?

The day after my phone and car aircond was stolen, I actually discussed the matter with Pn Harminder and Mr Allen. I thought there will be at least some changes but...

Mr Allen just go 'Its at your own risk.'

'Can I bring phone to school since I have lost my phone outside the school?'

'No. When the school say no means no.'

ok this is so stupid. How am I supposed to survive when I drive without my phone around me? I was unhappy with the school rules as they neglect our safety and I seriously miss BU4 where we can park our cars in the school.

There are at least 3 Myvi drivers that was affected and all of the victims are Form 6. I went and looked for another victim after school. Thank god for making me look for this driver because she told me what she discovered. The air cond wasnt stolen, the relay for it was just plucked out and left disabled in the fuse box. If I didnt look for this 3rd victim, I think till today i also havent get my car air cond fixed.

The air cond is functioning again when I placed that relay back to the place where it was. The lost was minimized as I only lost my phone now while the rest has no loses at all.

The point is: What are they trying to do? Prank? Experiment? training?

This has driven the 3rd victim nuts while Siau Chein and me chose to forget it.



To all the local cars driver out there, DO NOT leave your valuables in the car!
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Bloody Thieves!

The bell rang, and I thought I am going home as usual. Since I suddenly remembered I have to look for materials, I thought of going to one u for them. Somehow I overheard Mun Chein's conversation and they said they are going to pasar seni so I tagged along with them.

Thats not the main point so forget about it. When I put my bag in the car so that I can follow them, I realized the car was unlocked even before I pressed the green button on my car remote. OMG! I looked through my car: the sterring is still locked, the atmosphere seems ok and there weren't much thing to look at. I rushed away quickly once I left my bag in the car. I even saw a senior sitting down sadly with her face covered in her arms but I thought there i no relation to my case so I didnt bother. I only realised that I didnt take my phone out of the car when Sue Lyn fetched us to the LRT station. Wanted to run back and get it but since its so far away, forget it.

I was worried that my handphone will overheated if its left in the car for a long period. I had to leave Mun Chein alone there since he wanted to wait for Elvin and the gang while I was really worried of my phone. I really walked as fast as I can to reach my car but it didnt take too long to surprise me: It's gone! OMG WTH!!!!!!!!!~~~~ ok. calm down. Maybe I didnt even bring my phone to school today. That's right. There is still a possibility... OH WAIT! I remember I msged my gf when I was waiting for the traffic light this morning. So I did brought my phone to school. If its not in the place where I used to keep, where is it??!!!! There's only one answer to it: Gone.

I kept on telling myself that its still at home even though I knew the truth. 'I have to drive home safely,' I told myself. So I start the engine, planning for an illegal U-turn and I tried to make myself not to think of it. I arrived at this traffic light near Taman Bahagia station and I really wandered whether was it the incident that make me sweat or was it the aircond.

Another discovery after losing my phone: My air cond is gone too! its very normal when you cant feel any air at all when you put ur hands near the air cond and oh my it was dam hot that time when the atmosphere outside and inside was buring furiously together. I almost lost my concentration on the road but I know I cannot lose my life now so I pulled myself back to reality. I have to face it. I lost them. I think a few cars next to me was affected too. Even my mum was shocked when I called her after I reached home. There's nothing to reverse the situation now. The only way is to prevent.... and I think my determination to be a high ranking officer has strengthened after today. I swear I m going to stop these cases from threatening our life furthermore when I archieved my ambition. I want peace, I need peace and I shall bring peace.
Lesson learnt: Do not park your car near the school compound even though you know there's a security guard neary. Its useless.
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What Does My name Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

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Spark!

A week plus after Spark programme, I finally have the time to flashback and blog about it. Sorry for the emptiness =P

Spark! is another exciting program under the DiGi Managing Mindsets initiative.
Spark! is a 5-day, 4-night stay-away program. It is designed to spark original and creative thinking amongst Malaysian pre-university youth between 17 to 19 years old. Why? You are our next generation of leaders and managers, that’s why!
Spark! is intended to help you, as the participant, better understand and prepare you for the choices in the world that lie ahead of you.
From the moment you arrive, until the moment you leave, you will have your notions shattered and will continuously be challenged to be different. Spark! provides a safe space to explore an alternative base of learning.
The program will provide participants with:

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  Insights into DiGi’s mindset and work culture .
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  Knowledge of non-traditional approaches to life and career.
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  Greater awareness and respect to living in a multicultural society.

(Taken from www.spark.net.my)

Was quite sudden to go for this, because I was asked to submit on 17th in within an hour. I followed their instructions, till I was informed that I got chosen in the next 3 hours. Wow... thats really sudden and I really didnt expect myself to be selected and to think of the consequences of going to this camp.., someone will definitely be angry on me. =(

Oh well, since I gave it a try and submitted a blog, it means I wanna participate in it too. I want to obtain more skills, to be a better person and to be able to lead my future team well. I have to say that I got no regrets after going through ... or shld I say, sparking through the programme? I really had fun in it... other than getting all those goodies =X

Stay tuned for more on Spark!

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A promise That I can never break

Dear, I am sorry that I have to go for the DigiSpark's camp in the end. Pls dont get angry about this, like how u used to. I promise u that I will reserve this coming saturday for u, and its a promise that I will never break. Please do not get angry because u know I will be affected too. =(



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