NS? Give me a break!

Wonder why I am here? I just got a break from NS. A 6 day break I tell you, which is more than enough. I have been longing for this moment of relieving because I do need a break from ns like others do although I enjoy NS very much too.

Do you know why? I was chosen as a company leader on 22th March because I marched the best among the 4 representatives sent by company Bravo. I felt proud and honoured when that strict marching teacher expelled 2 of my teammates from the marching test and announced me as the IC(ic means the head of a company in BM) and another Bravo member which I dont even know as co-IC. I was thinking of being a dorm leader only... but... oh well... woo hoo, IC Bravo, this sure is some post because it is the highest post in a company. That time, I cant stop imagining how cool I will be when I have 55 members under my command. I always thought things are easy when others made it look easy...

And of course its not easy to be an IC after I experienced it on my own. The teacher warned us that ICs will be punished first when company members did any mistakes. Blinded by glory and power, I thought its no big matter to be punished. I had confidence in myself that I can be a great leader for the first few days. I realized its not easy to control a company, especially when half of the members are malays. Most of them refused to cooperate at first probably because they still have doubts with my leadership. Well the rest like the chineses and indians are not that obedient too since its only the 1st week of their NS. Who wants to be under command? No one. Everyone wants to live freely like a traveller, a bird or a butterfly that travels on its own without listening to any commands. @.@

Thats when two bolders landed on my shoulders. Being an IC is not as easy as it looks now, especially when I lack of fluanctuality in BM and leadership since I have never been a leader for years. Responsibility and ego has kept me going on as an IC and I have decided to stay and fight as a Bravo till the end ever since I m chosen as an IC. Thats why I put in all my effort as an IC. Stress and pressure appeared when I always wanted Bravo to be the best. I was ill for a whole week the next week probably due to overstress and burden =/ Although being an IC is tough and stressful, I still love ns very much especially the activities probably because I m the IC. ICs need to take care of lots of things so an IC life is full of duty that benefits your company thus I enjoy being an IC. I could be some lazy ass if I wasnt chosen as an IC that time because every IC has to show a good example before they can lead the company. I m definitely a good example now xD

I will update fully on my ns story when I m back because this post is mainly for explaining the reason why I needed a break from NS. You see, I miss my
family,
home,
girl,
favourite food,
" movie,
friends,
com,
and alot more...
may may I know you misses me~
so I was very happy when I m back. I was supposed to post this on Thursday night but I was busy doing other stuff so I am sorry for the late update =X

Will update more soon, so sit still and stay tuned for more exciting scenes of LCD~

To be continued...

C=_=D, CD*wipes the screen carefully with a clean cloth before switching off LCD displayer~*