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Today is the day the earth stood still~ well thats not the point here.
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I still remember, today of last year, you were busy getting ready for prom since the next day is the prom day for DU school. Girls really love being pretty even if they have to spend and yes, your one of them. We were in one u since you wanted to get a new pair of contact lens.

Can you still remember how I asked you? yeah... in the cab, by your ears, 5 words, a sentence. You pretended that you weren't listening, but as your going down from the cab, you replied a positive answer by my ears and a surprising kiss on my cheek. I couldnt forget how it happened and the way I felt because it really means alot to me =)

Things dont seem too good as a start for us, eh? I remember how frustrated you were when you had to go for ns as the date is getting closer and closer. I didnt get angry or upset because I know time and distance will not decrease my love to you. There were quite a few misunderstanding when you were in camp due to lack of communication. I really want you to know that I am always yours and you seriously misunderstood everything that time.

Still remember the week when I about to leave for ns? You were asking me not to go as though you will lose me once I am away. There's no choice for me to decide since going there is a must. I cannot run away like a coward especially when you have already went for it. A man needs his pride, so do I. Wasn't handphone a great communicator for us? We chatted and sms-ed through every weekend when I was in camp. You really shouldnt have doubted about me because I was really hurt when you said I have a new girl in the camp. I dont. Its always you and only you that enters and occupy my heart.

Our relationship got better when I am back from ns. See, a period as long as 6 month was not enough to break us apart. We passed the distance test =) I hope our relationship will get stronger in the future.

For the rest of the month, we fought, quarrelled, ignored each other, had fun, learned more about each other... etc. I find it normal as we are just teenagers so I wouldnt keep the bad memories in my mind. I always forget and forgive =)

Not quarreling for a week and more is like a great achievement for me. I hope we can always sit down and talk like adults without getting fired up. Things get ugly when harsh words start to come out so lets not do it again ok? I really dont want any of us to get hurt again.

You see, to walk through roads of life is not easy so being able to meet you at the junction of my life could be the luckiest thing ever happened to me. You let me understood what's love and felt how it was like.

You are the sun
That pulled me out of darkness;
You are the moon
That accompanied me through lonely nights;
You are the star
That made me felt hope exists;
You are the girl
That I love and treasure the most.


Happy one year Anniversary my dear, Low May Ling!(I always call her xiao may may xD) =)


C=_=D, CD