Friday, December 12, 2008
12.12
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I still remember, today of last year, you were busy getting ready for prom since the next day is the prom day for DU school. Girls really love being pretty even if they have to spend and yes, your one of them. We were in one u since you wanted to get a new pair of contact lens.
Can you still remember how I asked you? yeah... in the cab, by your ears, 5 words, a sentence. You pretended that you weren't listening, but as your going down from the cab, you replied a positive answer by my ears and a surprising kiss on my cheek. I couldnt forget how it happened and the way I felt because it really means alot to me =)
Things dont seem too good as a start for us, eh? I remember how frustrated you were when you had to go for ns as the date is getting closer and closer. I didnt get angry or upset because I know time and distance will not decrease my love to you. There were quite a few misunderstanding when you were in camp due to lack of communication. I really want you to know that I am always yours and you seriously misunderstood everything that time.
Still remember the week when I about to leave for ns? You were asking me not to go as though you will lose me once I am away. There's no choice for me to decide since going there is a must. I cannot run away like a coward especially when you have already went for it. A man needs his pride, so do I. Wasn't handphone a great communicator for us? We chatted and sms-ed through every weekend when I was in camp. You really shouldnt have doubted about me because I was really hurt when you said I have a new girl in the camp. I dont. Its always you and only you that enters and occupy my heart.
Our relationship got better when I am back from ns. See, a period as long as 6 month was not enough to break us apart. We passed the distance test =) I hope our relationship will get stronger in the future.
For the rest of the month, we fought, quarrelled, ignored each other, had fun, learned more about each other... etc. I find it normal as we are just teenagers so I wouldnt keep the bad memories in my mind. I always forget and forgive =)
Not quarreling for a week and more is like a great achievement for me. I hope we can always sit down and talk like adults without getting fired up. Things get ugly when harsh words start to come out so lets not do it again ok? I really dont want any of us to get hurt again.
You see, to walk through roads of life is not easy so being able to meet you at the junction of my life could be the luckiest thing ever happened to me. You let me understood what's love and felt how it was like.
You are the sun
That pulled me out of darkness;
You are the moon
That accompanied me through lonely nights;
You are the star
That made me felt hope exists;
You are the girl
That I love and treasure the most.
Happy one year Anniversary my dear, Low May Ling!(I always call her xiao may may xD) =)
C=_=D, CD
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Lagoon Splash!
Incase we we got lost or get into any trouble, each of us had to wear this weird watch.
We had fun, and I wish we will always be that happy and joyful, together with your sis and your sis's bf =)
Saturday, September 27, 2008
First Tag!
Marcus and Taira the 'sparkling' couple that I knew from Spark's camp =P
2.What relationship of you with him/her?
Used to be digi Spark's camp mates~
3.Your first impression towards him/her?
Marcus: Mr handsome
Taira: the one who eats alot but hate to exercise(my honest words =X)
4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
Marcus: allow me to take a pic of him being 'raped' by Juniece =P
Taira: telling me that she learns Taekwando o.o
5.The most memorable word that he/she has say to you?
Marcus: Dont be sad/ Never give up.
TAira: cute?
6.If he/she becomes your lover,you will...
Marcus: I will love him forever. (haha joking la me and marcus also not gay)
Taira: that will never happen becoz I wouldnt couple with someone older than me xD
7.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will...
Marcus & Taira: I wouldnt attend their wedding! hahahaha
8.If he/she becomes your lover,he/she has to improve on...
Marcus: if he really did, he has to become more soft.
Taira: keeep a long hair~~~ oh wait thats not possible coz i already had one
9.If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is...
Marcus: hmmm hard to find reason for this wei.... I dont have enemies.
Taira: Taira ate everything on my plate!
10.The most desirable thing to do for he/she is?
Marcus: comfor him when he had a bad day?
Taira: treat her to some nice food
11.The overall impression to he/she is....
Marcus: Cool~ and a good friend =)
Taira: loves food. friendly. talkative. big sister xD
12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
straight, trustworthy, honest, easy to con.
13.The character you like of yourself is?
trustworthy.
14.On contrary,the character you hate of yourself is?
Shy(sometimes)
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
the philospical me
16.For the person who cares and likes you,say something about them.
I love them <3
17.Ten people to tag
i)Mei Fong
ii)Elvin
iii)Marina
iv)Chai Mei
v)Michelle
vi)Raj
vii)Ven Hui
viii)Anna
ix)Ju Yi
x)Kai
18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
Hmmm him ar... single but i think the highest possibility is sim wuei =D
19.Is number 3 a female or male?
Female
20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
Ven Hui and kai???? possible but I dont think its a good thing coz both of them quite shy haha.
21.How about number 5 and 8?
Michelle and anna are both girls. Cant be coz michelle already has a bf xD
22.What is number 1 studying about?
Form 6
23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
a month ago and some recently =)
24.Is number 4 a single?
Yes!Single and available.She's hot and cute by the way...maybe rich
25.Talk something about 2
The lame guy that has a really deceiving face. Do not JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. He is a great fried to hang out with and he is well mannered most of the time =)
C=_=D, CD
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hair-Off
I dont think it looks smart anymore now.... not long not short, wanna style my hair also hard. Thinking of changing my hair style now... but I am worried that the school will catch me for having a stylish hair =/
In short, I m planning to get a hair cut and lets just hope it will look nice on me =)
C=_=D, CD
Friday, September 12, 2008
Another 3 months to a year~
A teddy with 'DEE' =D
(faster upload your teddy in here ^^)
You gave me three cute cupcakes that I really love because its from you and I gonna blame you if I get diabetes xD (joking!~)
So cute till I wanna keep it forever~
I like the 1 from the right =)
Happy 9 month annithversary for being together my dear. I wish you will be my first and my last thoughout my life and I will be able to hold your hands till my last breath.
I love you my dear! <3
C=_=D, CD
Was it for fun?
Mr Allen just go 'Its at your own risk.'
'Can I bring phone to school since I have lost my phone outside the school?'
'No. When the school say no means no.'
ok this is so stupid. How am I supposed to survive when I drive without my phone around me? I was unhappy with the school rules as they neglect our safety and I seriously miss BU4 where we can park our cars in the school.
There are at least 3 Myvi drivers that was affected and all of the victims are Form 6. I went and looked for another victim after school. Thank god for making me look for this driver because she told me what she discovered. The air cond wasnt stolen, the relay for it was just plucked out and left disabled in the fuse box. If I didnt look for this 3rd victim, I think till today i also havent get my car air cond fixed.
The air cond is functioning again when I placed that relay back to the place where it was. The lost was minimized as I only lost my phone now while the rest has no loses at all.
The point is: What are they trying to do? Prank? Experiment? training?
This has driven the 3rd victim nuts while Siau Chein and me chose to forget it.
To all the local cars driver out there, DO NOT leave your valuables in the car!
C=_=D, CD
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Bloody Thieves!
Thats not the main point so forget about it. When I put my bag in the car so that I can follow them, I realized the car was unlocked even before I pressed the green button on my car remote. OMG! I looked through my car: the sterring is still locked, the atmosphere seems ok and there weren't much thing to look at. I rushed away quickly once I left my bag in the car. I even saw a senior sitting down sadly with her face covered in her arms but I thought there i no relation to my case so I didnt bother. I only realised that I didnt take my phone out of the car when Sue Lyn fetched us to the LRT station. Wanted to run back and get it but since its so far away, forget it.
I was worried that my handphone will overheated if its left in the car for a long period. I had to leave Mun Chein alone there since he wanted to wait for Elvin and the gang while I was really worried of my phone. I really walked as fast as I can to reach my car but it didnt take too long to surprise me: It's gone! OMG WTH!!!!!!!!!~~~~ ok. calm down. Maybe I didnt even bring my phone to school today. That's right. There is still a possibility... OH WAIT! I remember I msged my gf when I was waiting for the traffic light this morning. So I did brought my phone to school. If its not in the place where I used to keep, where is it??!!!! There's only one answer to it: Gone.
I kept on telling myself that its still at home even though I knew the truth. 'I have to drive home safely,' I told myself. So I start the engine, planning for an illegal U-turn and I tried to make myself not to think of it. I arrived at this traffic light near Taman Bahagia station and I really wandered whether was it the incident that make me sweat or was it the aircond.
Another discovery after losing my phone: My air cond is gone too! its very normal when you cant feel any air at all when you put ur hands near the air cond and oh my it was dam hot that time when the atmosphere outside and inside was buring furiously together. I almost lost my concentration on the road but I know I cannot lose my life now so I pulled myself back to reality. I have to face it. I lost them. I think a few cars next to me was affected too. Even my mum was shocked when I called her after I reached home. There's nothing to reverse the situation now. The only way is to prevent.... and I think my determination to be a high ranking officer has strengthened after today. I swear I m going to stop these cases from threatening our life furthermore when I archieved my ambition. I want peace, I need peace and I shall bring peace.
Lesson learnt: Do not park your car near the school compound even though you know there's a security guard neary. Its useless.
C=_=D, CD
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
What Does My name Means
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Sunday, August 31, 2008
Spark!
Spark! is another exciting program under the DiGi Managing Mindsets initiative.
Spark! is a 5-day, 4-night stay-away program. It is designed to spark original and creative thinking amongst Malaysian pre-university youth between 17 to 19 years old. Why? You are our next generation of leaders and managers, that’s why!
Spark! is intended to help you, as the participant, better understand and prepare you for the choices in the world that lie ahead of you.
From the moment you arrive, until the moment you leave, you will have your notions shattered and will continuously be challenged to be different. Spark! provides a safe space to explore an alternative base of learning.
The program will provide participants with:
Insights into DiGi’s mindset and work culture .
Knowledge of non-traditional approaches to life and career.
Greater awareness and respect to living in a multicultural society.
(Taken from www.spark.net.my)
Was quite sudden to go for this, because I was asked to submit on 17th in within an hour. I followed their instructions, till I was informed that I got chosen in the next 3 hours. Wow... thats really sudden and I really didnt expect myself to be selected and to think of the consequences of going to this camp.., someone will definitely be angry on me. =(
Oh well, since I gave it a try and submitted a blog, it means I wanna participate in it too. I want to obtain more skills, to be a better person and to be able to lead my future team well. I have to say that I got no regrets after going through ... or shld I say, sparking through the programme? I really had fun in it... other than getting all those goodies =X
Stay tuned for more on Spark!
C=_=D, CDSunday, August 17, 2008
A promise That I can never break
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Oops...
to everyone whom I have made angry of during the Genting Trip because I wasnt thinking much before I do anything so I hope you all can forgive me if I ever do. I hope I didnt make any of your moments sux =(
Will be careful not to repeat those mistakes again. really sorry! ><
C=_=D, CD
A trip to Genting
The teachers in class werent happy with me for the past few days since I didnt enter the class at all =( It has been tiring with the sleepless nights, thank god the genting trip followed up so I get to enjoy after all the hardwork =)
Its actually fun to go genting with your schoolmates and friends because they are of your same age and there wont be any curfew haha. I dared myself to take all the scary rides and I found out that its actually fun =)
Gonna upload pictures soon when I got them from my friends. They will help me speak those thousand words instead of me typing them out. Going to DigiSpark's camp tomorrow. Too sudden and I kinda worried that you and me will quarrel again when it comes to the time we can spend together. This is a chance that I wouldnt wanna miss too so I hope you wont get angry If i go.
Will blog about it when I m back on Friday. Cya all~
C=_=D, CD
Saturday, August 9, 2008
Nice Date
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Today is seriously a tiring day thanks to stock checking in co-op. There was lots of thing to count and arrange, creating the motive to sleep when I reached home in my mind. The urge to sleep got stronger when I have to prepare a new and better samples for Sticker Photo Service just to impress Michelle and Brandon, the VIPs. We were snapping pictures in library till school ends. Hope those pictures has what I need. I fall asleep in my uncle's car on the way home. =/
Fortunately, uncle fetched me to 1u so I dont have to cycle there orelse I will be sweating abit. Sorry for making you walk alone in 1u before I came =( I can feel energy and excitement pouring in when I saw you so all my fatigueness disappeared at that moment. I enjoyed listening to your complains about one of your classmates when we were eating in 3JC. We watched The Mummy together and I think you and me had a great time in the cinema *winks* ^^
We caught up with some of my friends in the CC near U bowl and I was quite guilty to make you wait for me to play a game of CS with my friends =( I wanna thank you for being patient by sitting next to me quietly when I m playing games because thats a great support that I felt from you today ^^ Somehow I wondered why you dont feel like 'dreaming' in DreamWorld today. Were you concerned about the price or were you worried that you wont look nice with the pimples on ur cheeck? Dont worry, I will pay and I m sure u will look as beautiful as you used to be even with your pimples on =)
I m starting to be a 'Dreamer' in DreamWorld because they managed to capture the beautiful moments of you. The results turned out to be better to me if you wanna compare the previous one to now. Your getting beautiful, My dear'~ Muacks!~ <3
We had a great dinner in OldTown CAfe. Why are we there when we are not even old? We are just too young to go la~ thats for uncle and auntie only xD but nevermind la cause we might be going there till we became uncle and auntie ^_^ The food that you ordered for me tasted really great... so dont ever worry that the food you ordered for me will not suite my taste because I trust your taste. A fussy person's taste will always be on a higher level than those who says "chin-cai la".
After dinner, you said you are supposed to go home already so I escorted you home. You showed me the cute teddy bear that you desire, the but I am not able to buy it so I kept quiet. *will think of a way* We turned into Popular since you wanted to buy a new highlighter. We spent a few minutes there, but it means alot to me just by holding your hands and walk around in Popular just to look for highlighter. It gaves me a special feeling that I cant describe with just a word. Shopping with you can be really fun when you smiled happily after getting the goods that you need or desire and thats what I want---- to go shopping with you =)
When we were waiting for the Taxi, I was quite happy too when I saw a long snake line waiting for taxi.*evil thoughts... ehehe* This means I still have time to be with you till the taxi come =) Have I ever told you that your hair smells really good? Its fun to be played with too. I shall not let anyone cut your nice hair >< At last, the taxi came and actually.... A good bye kiss is not enough to satisfy me. *being greedy~grins~*
I really had a fun time today even though the time we spent together wasnt that long compared to previous dates. Its some awesome date! =D I hope you had a great time with me too because thats what I always wanted to hear from you. Sorry for not able to meet you tomorrow. Had to finish up all my things so that I can hand them in on Monday.
Hope your happy today =)
C=_=D, CD
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
After School Meetings
After School Meeting is quite fun for me, probably its because i m still new in the committee and there are lots of thing for me to learn or staying back is just fun. I enjoy it =)
However, staying back means sacrificing some after school time to be in school. Since I cant drive, I have to depend on my uncle everyday to fetch me home. Thats the drawback of staying back. Waiting in the gazobe till 3.30 every weekday is so not fun because I m wasting time just by standing there without doing anything.
I really wish I can drive....
C=_=D, CD
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Sweet Water~<3
Saturday, July 26, 2008
F0rM SiX : Volume 1
My school life sure is busy when I reached form 6. I remember I used to be a quiet and inactive student ever since form 1 till form 5 but after I have came back from ns, things have changed and I m no longer the old me again. Oh Yesssss, I m now the Reborn Chong De or what I used to honour myself during ns: original CD!~
Form 6 is full of activities for me since I have changed alot during NS. I became active, a volunteer and helpful after ns thats why I m involved in quite a number of activities in Form 6. Just take this week for example, I had 4 after-school-meetings in 5 days so I had to stay back till 3.30pm almost everyday to attend those meetings. If I was the old CD in form 5, you would have seen me complaining even though I m delayed after school just for 5 minutes. I guess I m willing to dedicate myself to those clubs that I have joined nowadays.
NS made me fell in love with Form 6's co-cocurriculum activities. I used to attend every club meeting in my previous school for the sake of 'koko' points, but now I m really trying hard to make myself a part of SMK Taman SEA's club committee. I m enjoying every activity held so far. Its satisfying to see what I planned and prepared together with the team to be presented and accepted by others. Thus taking post has been my motive to enable myself in taking decisions on choices and suggestions.
However, Form 6 is not easy. It provides us opportunities to take on most of the post available in a club, but it comes with lots of studies and homework to be done. I have to admit I havent been studying much and handing in homework on time since I always drop-dead on the bed once I reach home everyday due to overfatigued. Once dozed off I think it will take at least another 2 hours to wake me up.
My mum promised me a car if I managed to get myself into form 6. And yes, I m in form 6 now. The car is here too. It wasnt long, but I think its getting rusty or covered with algae since its only left stationary at its spot most of the time. The prob is I still cant drive. I really wish I can practice my skills frequently so that I can drive to school asap. I just dislike waiting for my uncle to fetch me there and back everyday coz I'll have to wait for him till he comes. Its a waste of time.
This is the start of my Form 6 life. It could be worse or better in the future, but I hope that I m always myself that can control myself, humble and calm. Oh ya, I will need my friends to tell me my mistakes and weaknesses too coz ur my mirror and I expect you all to be honest and direct. You all is the key for me to change to a better person, towards a better life, for a better world =)
C=_=D, CD
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
MuET Week!~ 7/7/2008~11/7/2008
I was informed about the MuET week 2 weeks ago. We were supposed to prepare for the MUet drama and we did but after Seroja spiltted into 2 class, Teratai only discussed once on the drama on their own after Seroja and Teratai decided to do their own drama. It doesnt matter anymore when you look at Pn. Harminder's attitude towards us when we wanted to use her period to discuss about it, even if its related to MuET. She must have hated drama very much ~_~
Nevermind lets get back to MUet week.
On tuesday, we had 'Win, draw or lose' and 'just a minute'. I signed up for Just A minute to practice my speaking skills infront of audience. I didnt thought of taking part in 'win, draw or lose' since I dont know how to play that. Fortunately, there weren't enough teams for the competition so they searched for people all over the place. Being on duty in Koperasi together with Sim Wuei, we were invited to join so we were very excited haha. It was easy; you get a question, draw and let your teammate guess. It seems easy, but it didnt turn out well for my team especially when I got the question 'Mission Impossible 3'. Oh my god, what can I draw?! Its really impossible. Maybe I m just not good in drawing, till they cant understand what I wanted them to guess =( I think my team got last in that competition.... The best was still Michelle's team that consisted of Seng Chye, Kentrick and Wai Yan. These smart people from Seroja really amazed us with their drawing skills and teamwork compability so I salute them =) In the end they won and they get to compete with seniors. Wai Yan is really a good artist as her drawing skills were good enough to express what she is trying to let the crowd guess. Although they lose to seniors, the score difference were just 2 so I think they are still kinda good =D
Just a Minute is quite easy yet most of us still failed to control our mouth. The rule is simple: you are supposed to talk on the topic given for a minute BUT you cant say the forbidden word. The word was 'and', a word that everyone use to link up their sentence. The star of this competition were Yong Fei and Sarah as they really can speak without using the forbidden word yet they entertained us with their creative way of speeching haha. Congratz to Yong Fei that has ruled this competition for two years since last year.
We were doing last minute work by planning the drama only on Tuesday so we dont have the time to practice. The script directors were Me, Chee Leong, Shu Ling and Sim Wuei. The main actors were me and Chee Leong. Guess what's our drama theme? The Homo's Life. Yup its a gay story... me and Chee Leong were the gays. Ever since from the start, I had never aimed for the competition but just playing this drama as an entertaining purpose to Form 6 students and to ourselves. In the end, it was gay enough to make them laugh and I felt happy because I achieved the motive: make the crowd laugh as much as possible. I even felt proud when I know that the crowd quiet down just to know what is happening in our drama. The script were funny enough(or probably too gay) till Sim Wuei laugh 'bwahahaha' before she narrate the drama.
On Friday, we had some unexpected seminar talk on 'how to obtain an interview'. It was useful and interesting so I will give the speaker 8/10. After recess, they had taboo running in my class. Its some guessing game again, but this time you can only describe it without face expressions; just words. There are prohibited words too. I took part together with Sim Wuei, Siau Chein and Shatish. Having the experience of not being able to express what I wanna say efficiently, I dare not take on the task of letting the teammates guess so Sim Wuei took the challenge. Unfortunately for us, the words were quite hard and Sim Wuei wasnt able to act for it. Its ok, Sim. Its just a game. As usual, Michelle's team performed well and they managed to drag the game to round three since they tied with Jessica's team for 2 times. In the end they still won. Congratz to Michelle and the gang!~
Overall, I actually took part in every competition that was held without me expecting it. Although I didnt win, I still find it fun and experience learning so I will definitely show myself more as much as possible in the upcoming events and competitions =)
C=_=D, CD
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Sports Day ---- 27/06/08
Two Weeks before the Sports Day, the committee of Blue House, Darren and Eng Eu ran all over the school just to recuit new marchers to get 30 marchers in total. I wondered why they got no one to take part. Since I was one of my NS camp best marchers, I decided to volunteer myself because I want to contribute to my house. I didnt know that there will be a marching competition so I march just for Blue House.
We started training on last Monday. The weather wasnt that hot and it encouraged me to go on. Unfortunately, the rest of the members except Yong Kang and Daniel were marching like undeads ~_~ I can march with my leg up to 90 degree, but as we go on it dropped till 45 degree together with my spirit since they were just too lazy to lift up their leg to the optimum height. I am not bragging myself, I think I m the top 3 marchers in that team since the rest has no spirit to march. They were just doing it for that 50 co-corriculum marks. Sigh.
Fortunately the situation gets better later on. I was happy because at least 90% of the team is able to synchronize after 5 days of training. With all the basics mastered on the 5th day, Eng Eu finally taught us the formation and Hakka Dance which he told us earlier. At least this school allows us to perform in marching after they banned POM POM(sport days will nvr be fun without pom pom =( ). The formation is a V shape and the hakka dance will be performed when we done the formation successfully. I wish there are pictures to be shown here.
We have always kept this hakka dance in secret so that no one else other than the team know what we have prepared. Its some secret weapon to us =P. It looks like some tribal dance, and I m familiar with it since we had other company performed it too during ns camp. We dont even know what were we chanting haha =X~
Finally on the Sports Day, we had the confidence to win after daily training of marching till 4.30pm (except for Sat and Sun). We reached the school around 6 because Eng Eu said he is going to 'decorate' us. Ok.... he painted our face half blue half white, gave us a dog bone necklace made out of cupboard, sprayed our hair into blue, gave us a head band that has shuttlecolt feathers on it and lastly, asked us to wear strings that has coconut leaves on it around our waist. We looked like some babarian that you cant even recognize who we are since our face were painted. *Will upload the pics soon*
During performance, we gave in our best and we shouted loudly when we should. For that, we had the audience cheered and clapped the loudest ever on that day especially when we do that hakka dance because the ending pose rox! All of this time I have been doing my best just to gain the best applause from the crowd for my house because that is what matters. We were happy that we did it with least mistakes after 10 days of training. *cried happily with tears*
At the end of the day, its where all the winners are announced. Marching and working as a team has brought 30 of us together and we shouted 'Hang Jebat' whenever any blue house member won a medal. We got 2nd for house decoration =) Finally, its time for the Marching Competition winner. The 2nd place goes to Green House and we clapped for them because they were the champ for marching last year. The first place goes to...... * drum rolls*....... Blue House! YAY after days of marching training and Hakka dance practiced secretly we won the competition =D
The Trophy is kinda big ^^ For the best house, green house won and we got 2nd. We still get a trophy so in total we got 3 gigantic trophy that shown the rest that we 'raided' the prize =)
Once the announcing part is finished, we immediately end the day with the last Hakka dance and it was fun to do it with lots of people looking at you and they cheered after we performed that nicely ^_^ After that, we went to our 'House' to take a big group pic together with all the trophies won.. This pic has captured all the glory and hardwork paid off because everyone were just too happy for winning the competition after training so hard and sacrificed their time. I took lots of picture and hopefully I can upload them here after my friends pass them to me since it was taken with my friends camera =)
In conclusion, I learnt a lesson that hardwork does pay off and this has strengthen my determination to study harder. I wish next year we can win the marching competition too ^^
C=_=D, CD
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
NS----- Complete!
I felt sorrow on the 2nd last day and the day we left because not everyone is going back on the same day. The first bus was taken by some of the Sandakan members at 11am on 6th Of June since they are taking a flight back to their hometown. It wasn't easy seeing them leave, as the feeling of emptiness slowly engulf our warm hearts and filled it up with loneliness, causing most of us to burst out in tears and ended up with red eyes after crying.(I am still able to hold my tears so I didnt join the crying gang) Waves of hand sent them off, and I can't stop imagining the scene where I am leaving camp with bus too.
After our last night of performing in camp, another group is leaving, which are the Terengganus. They were supposed to leave by 3am, but it was a wrong information given by the commander so they leave the camp with a double decker at 5am. Since its the last night, everyone of us planned not to sleep and stay awake whole night to guard our belongings from thieving hands. Around 2am, we went out of dorm to accompany those Terengganus for the last time before they left. There were quite a number of Terengganu members in my company too, and they asked for forgiveness from me if they ever did anything wrong. I used to dislike them because they were arrogant and disobedient, but my heart softened on that night and I gave them a friendly hug before they leave the camp. Outside of the office(the place where Terengganus wait for the bus), majority cried silently including me as I got influenced by the sad atmosphere where everyone is about to depart and we might not be able to see each other again till the next destiny cross between us and them. When the clock almost tick on 3am, the head staff announced that it was supposed to be another SAndakan group first and Terengganu will only get on bus by 5am. The scene was funny as we go back to the dorm again after hugging each other and shattering tears. Most of us decided to sleep as we got fatigued after performing on stage so they just dozed off soundly on their own bed for the last time. I tried to keep myself awake by writting a farewell letter to a pet sis that adopted me in the camp... but the silence of the night dragged me into my sleep too after a while.
The next morning, I was the only one late to be out of dorm because I didnt pack my bag before I sleep. Fortunately the bus is still there as it was waiting for the other buses to leave first. Now it's time for Selangor mates to go home. Although it's another sad atmosphere, it is not as sad as last night because there weren't much trainees left after Terengganus and Sabahs took their trip home. I hardly shred any tears even though my eyes were watery. It was probably because I am about to end my 3 months of NS life and go home to reunite with my family again. I miss all my friends too~ and the girl I love <3 Taking form 6 right after ns... Out of the 4 appliers that applied together with me for a scholl transfer from SMK BUD 1 to SMK Taman Sea, I m the only who got approved when my result was the lousiest among them =X no form 6 uniform, no books, dont know where is the school... i got not enough rest too since I have to start school right after 2 days @.@
Oh well, I believe there is always a way out in a maze so I didnt got too upset with it and do whatever I can at the moment and leave the rest to be done on their own on Monday =)
This post is just briefly expressing how I felt with the completion of NS so there aren't much exciting stories from ns. For more, check up my site again a few days to look for updates =D
I guess thats all for tonight. Good night and stay tuned for the next update~*
C=_=D, CD
Saturday, May 10, 2008
NS? Give me a break!
Do you know why? I was chosen as a company leader on 22th March because I marched the best among the 4 representatives sent by company Bravo. I felt proud and honoured when that strict marching teacher expelled 2 of my teammates from the marching test and announced me as the IC(ic means the head of a company in BM) and another Bravo member which I dont even know as co-IC. I was thinking of being a dorm leader only... but... oh well... woo hoo, IC Bravo, this sure is some post because it is the highest post in a company. That time, I cant stop imagining how cool I will be when I have 55 members under my command. I always thought things are easy when others made it look easy...
And of course its not easy to be an IC after I experienced it on my own. The teacher warned us that ICs will be punished first when company members did any mistakes. Blinded by glory and power, I thought its no big matter to be punished. I had confidence in myself that I can be a great leader for the first few days. I realized its not easy to control a company, especially when half of the members are malays. Most of them refused to cooperate at first probably because they still have doubts with my leadership. Well the rest like the chineses and indians are not that obedient too since its only the 1st week of their NS. Who wants to be under command? No one. Everyone wants to live freely like a traveller, a bird or a butterfly that travels on its own without listening to any commands. @.@
Thats when two bolders landed on my shoulders. Being an IC is not as easy as it looks now, especially when I lack of fluanctuality in BM and leadership since I have never been a leader for years. Responsibility and ego has kept me going on as an IC and I have decided to stay and fight as a Bravo till the end ever since I m chosen as an IC. Thats why I put in all my effort as an IC. Stress and pressure appeared when I always wanted Bravo to be the best. I was ill for a whole week the next week probably due to overstress and burden =/ Although being an IC is tough and stressful, I still love ns very much especially the activities probably because I m the IC. ICs need to take care of lots of things so an IC life is full of duty that benefits your company thus I enjoy being an IC. I could be some lazy ass if I wasnt chosen as an IC that time because every IC has to show a good example before they can lead the company. I m definitely a good example now xD
I will update fully on my ns story when I m back because this post is mainly for explaining the reason why I needed a break from NS. You see, I miss my
family,
home,
girl,
favourite food,
" movie,
friends,
com,
and alot more...
may may I know you misses me~
so I was very happy when I m back. I was supposed to post this on Thursday night but I was busy doing other stuff so I am sorry for the late update =X
Will update more soon, so sit still and stay tuned for more exciting scenes of LCD~
To be continued...
C=_=D, CD*wipes the screen carefully with a clean cloth before switching off LCD displayer~*
Monday, March 17, 2008
Bye....
Consequently, this blog will be plugged out too so there wont be any updates till I m back from ns. I will miss blogging...
Bye to my friends,
my com,
my bumming life,
my cell mates,
my loved one,
my fishy,
my plushie,
my food,
and to everyone that is abe to read this.
I will really miss to be here. Dont miss me too much.... (just joking xD) oh well have to sleep now. See ya all after 3 months~ xD
C=_=D, CD*switches off LCD displayer and covers it with a cloth so that its not dusty when I m back =)*
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Snatch Thief Alert!
On a sunny Saturday, we went to Klang to visit my aunt and uncle that owns a shop there. We planned to have dinner together, and we had it, finished it, enjoyed it. As we were rushing home because my mum has a another dinner later, we let our guard down. My mum walked alone on the road while the rest of us walk through shop lots because we love to pass by Baskin Robbin just to get a feel on the atmosphere. We were just seperated for 3 minutes and suddenly my mum screamed. We got schocked even before she shouted that a motorcyclist snatched her LV hand bag. That thief was still in sight when we knew what happened... so me and my bro fastened our steps out to the road.
Its pointless.... He is speeding with his motorcycle while I was just wearing slippers. My calm mind and my stuffed stomach told me not to run and chase after him because exercising after a luxurious dinner can cause apendix and a runner can never catch up with a motorcyclist. All I can do was just staring at him till we lost sight of him... the motorcycle's number plate was blur since it was dark in the evening so it wouldnt help much even though we can describe his back when we report it to the police. By the time my mind is back to reality after eating his dust, my mum quickly drove her car out of parking lot and we quickly hopped on hoping that we can still catch up with that snatch thief.
Unfortunately, we dont even know where he turned to when we reached a junction ahead of us. Sigh, the handbag must be gone by now. My mum lost her money, IC, her precious limited edition LV handbag and everything that is in her handbag. She thought she will lose her phone too... but fortunately some indian nearby found it beside his car and gave it to the nearest shop owner. I would like to praise that guy for being honest and kind after he passed the phone to someone nearby =) [See... having a black skin and being a indian doesnt mean they are all evils] My mum was so happy when she recovered her phone. We went to the police station to make a police report later on. Now she really is late for her dinner because her action of rushing has made her lost her handbag.
Well look from the bright side. At least my mum let go of the hand bag in time orelse she will be dragged by it and suffer injuries just like other victims. We are relieved that no one is hurt in this incident. However, we need to learn from this.
Never walk alone by the roadside, even though you are a boy because unexpected things can always happen on us. I really hope that none of my friends or relatives will experience such incident because losing money and IC just like this is really dishearting. You will know how it feels when your stuff is snatched and you cant do anything about it.
I will put a full stop to this blog now. Cya~
C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Lucky... or unlucky? =/
This is not the first time anyway... All I have to do is just sit there daydream with him while waiting for the maid to queue up and renew her passport for 2 hour ++. The last time we came we regret for not bringing any book to read, so this time ZY brought a reader's digest along to read so that he won't feel that bored. We took turns in reading it. When I m reading it, suddenly I felt that something small is falling down through my left eye view. I had a bad thought about it before I looked at it: could it be the legendary bird shit? Nah, guessing wont help, might as well take a look to confirm it. OH NO, its really bird shit that LANDED on my left shoulder! Why.... why am I the only one unfortunate because normally birds dont fly in just to shit, and its on me only TT_TT
The 1 sitting next to me, ZY cant stop laughing and dreaming that we will hit lottery today because one of his friend's HP number appeared as the first prize in lottery when a bird flew into her room and shit all over the place. Bird shit is actually some luck that drop from sky? Nahh... thats really superstitious. Can this be the starting of my unlucky days? =/
Hope my results tomorrow will not be influenced by this misfortune. Arghhh its making me nervous when I remembered that I have to take my SPM results tomorrow >_< better go off early and stop thinking abt it. byez~ C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~
Friday, March 7, 2008
Zaman Kegelapan
Oh well, I will have to charge up for now. I have to prepare my energy for form 6 when I m back from ns so that I can really be hardworking and study hard this time. I feel unsecure without updating of education in myself =X
Spm result will be out on March 12. I dont feel nervous actually, but I m influenced by my friends so I kinda worried now. =S Hope everyone can pass with colourful alphabet A after studying so hard for SPM =P
Lastly, I m so happy because I dont see much unhealthy messages in my chatbox nowadays. Thanks for concerning my blog... really appreciate that ^^ got to go. ciaoz ~<3
C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Shabu Shabu Minus One
Me, Teng Wei, Zhi Yuan and Jin Ken went to OU for lunch on Tuesday. They suggested eating in Plus One Shabu Shabu since Zhi Yuan havent try that before. I was like ... 'erm~, ok ok lets go there and eat.' Didnt want to eat there because the last time I ate there the food wasnt that delicious for me(probably because I got fired from there so I had the uneasy feeling). Have to go there to collect my salary anyway.
The restaurant havent changed much... but the menu and part time waiter has changed. For a positive thinking, its a good thing that they fired me before they changed their menu and price. Although the price is now cheaper, the free flow for drinks and appetisers is no longer available. Customers can only have a cup of free drink and pay for the next jug of drinks. We cant eat our favourite fried bean sheet appertiser anymore since we have to pay for it. We were kinda pissed off because its not that worth it anymore to eat lunch there although the price for mixed set is only Rm 9.90 while the price used to be Rm12.90 for weekdays lunch but it includes unlimited refill of drinks and appertisers. I will be in a bigger dilema if I m still working there >_< getting fired is not a bad thing after all =)
The thing that depressed me now is some of my friend thought its fun to imitate me using my initials so they imitated me in the chatbox. I really got no comments for these people and fortunately I dont know who they are orelse I will find it hard for me to talk to them anymore. To those that has done it, I hope you stop doing it immediately no matter where you are because I believe that good people will be rewarded and bad people will be punished. Will appreciate it alot if I dont see such messages in my chatbox anymore. Thank you. Tired. so cya.
C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~
Monday, March 3, 2008
The Day with Black Clouds
This might not be worse than others, but it is bad enough to make me feel unfortunate =(
Friday, February 29, 2008
Guzzle Edge
Always wanted to change a new hair style, but always postpone because I was kinda lazy and I dont think my mushroom head is that bad. (oh wait, mushroom reminds me of food, must cut then) I havent cut my hair for at least 4 months already so stepping into a salon was kinda scary for me >_<" After looking from salons to salons, I still think Monsoon-id is small enough(the smaller the cheaper =P) so I went in and said I wanna cut my hair. I seriously dont like that cashier's attitude because he is not friendly even though he asked me whether this is my first time in this shop or not. Maybe he is the boss, or maybe I wear till too chin-chai already thats why he doesnt has to treat me like a customer. I still hate his attitude because he judges people from appearance >_>
While waiting I was flipping the magazine pages so that I dont look bored. Then the staff there pass me some magazine about hair style and asked me to choose the hairstyle that I would like to cut. Wow thats new for me. My mum used to be the 1 choosing hairstyle for me and you know how nerdy it can be. There are like at least 500 hairstyles there and I really took a long time to choose 1. I am still choosing even though they finished washing my hair(I really cant make up my mind >.<). In the 2nd magazine, I finally found the hair style that I like---- Guzzle Edge!(maybe I like this hairstyle because the model that has this hair is very handsome xD) and so the stylist that has a name called Ching Wong starts to cut my hair after asking how long I want my hair to be. Her attitude is alooooootttttttt better than the cashier so my impression to this shop changed a little.
Guzzle Edge
Being a hair stylist must be really fun because they get to play with people's hair and cut them into styles that the customer like. They get to change their hairstyle anytime too if their hair fullfil the condition. So I saw every staff in that shop with modern hairstyle and it feels like visiting a zoo that has lots of animal with funky hair and they are turning me into 1 of them too. lol. I trembled a little when that lady is cutting my hair. I was afraid when I thought that my mum will dislike my hair because this hair might be abit lala >_< color="#66ffff">Teng Wei scolded me a little when he saw my new hair style. He blamed me for not waiting for him because he wants to change his hairstyle too. We cant wait to see your new hairstyle, Teng Wei!~ =D Thanks Seng Eu for the pic ^_^
18 more days to appreciate and play with my new hairstyle now. Time is precious(because I will become a baldy when I get into ns ~_~). Time to go off~
C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~
Thursday, February 28, 2008
I cant wait for you, Princess Haliza~~~
(A jellyfish that is floating~)[just like me]
My ability to think, communicate and move around are probably degrading so my hands and legs might turn into tentacles soon ~_~ I hate to stay home and do nothing, but I am shy to call my friends out because they are busy with their college life.
Metal rusts when they are left unused,
Apple rots when they are not eaten,
Packinston comes when old people do not think,
I stone because I got nothing better to do.
Getting a new hair cut tomorrow to get rid of my mogu tou(mushroom head. thats what my siblings called me lol) Excited, hestitating, afraid and abit of weird feeling. Oh well, time to sleep. Will update soon =)
C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Play Safe
After having lunch in KFC, I hanged out with my usual gang. Went to CC for some fun, then Sungai Wei since Zhi Yuan wants to buy online game's ingame currency. He is rich because his house photocopies cash notes so he can spend all he want =X Me, Seng Eu and Jin Ken teman him because we were afraid that he will be scammed or kidnapped~ (we care and worry about our friends) After the transaction, while on the way to car park, we got this from some campaign as we walk pass the crowd: A booklet! You should know what it is it about since the title is sooooo obvious. I thought it was some advertisement before I look at the booklet and wanted to throw it but after flipping a few page... Omg its really about contraception! Reminds me of Bio and Puan Shalindran(dono how to spell her name correctly since I cant really pronounce her name correctly) my bio teacher =.= And so we studied the contents and we can say that this booklet is really sufficient because it has everything that you need to know from effectiveness percentage to methods. I didnt know that there are so many contraception method or maybe I wasnt paying attention during bio class? xD Cant blame me. I find it hard to maintain my learning momentum in science subjects >_<
This campaign aims to improve awareness and education regarding contraception and reproduction well-being. First overview of the range of contraception available and details of what to consider when choosing a method to help both men and women of all ages so I shall pass this around.
Maybe this will help all of you in planning your future:
combined pill-99.97%
progestin-only method -99.6%
intrauterine system(IUS)-99.9%
implant-99.95%
injection-99.97%
contraceptive patch-99%
vaginal ring-99%
emergency pill-risk of pregnancy reduced by 75% after intake
male condom-93%
female condom-95%
intrauterine device-99.5%
diaphragm plus spermicide-98%
cervical cap plus spermicide-91%
natural family planning-91~97%
withdrawal-90%
female sterilization-99.9%
male sterilization-99.99%
(percentage indicates the effectiveness of method in contracepting)
Maybe you find it useless now, but prevention is alot better than solving the problem =) Mommy and DAddy should teach their kids about it so that they can prevent 'the unexpected'. However, not doing it now until you got married like what the pastor has said(I heard this from others too) is still the best way ^_^
We went to TTDI to play pool ard 5pm. They has a nice pub there that provides a high class pool table and pool ball with a reasonable price so we love it there =D played till 7pm since Seng Eu has to go home for dinner. Its his father's birthday today! =) So the rest of us went to Taman Megah's food court for dinner. Only the 3 of us... If only Teng Wei and Seng Eu is here too then it will be funnier xD Under such atmosphere, I thought of having a gathering here to chat once a week(mostly weekend nights) when all of us have a car of our own. Too bad Jin Ken stays so far from us now... dont worry I think there will always be a way =P
C=_=D, CD *switches off LCD displayer*~
Friday, February 22, 2008
My first time BLOGging~
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